Its Wednesday and I thought I better write a lil sumthin...Its been a pretty crazy week to say the least...a lot of unexpected things but also very very busy!!!
Monday I didn't do a whole lot a worked at the FLA TAN and then had my lovely class....I went to the Weed with Jai, Audra, Amanda, Kelli, and C-dawg...and got pretty tipsy....Krissy called and wanted me to airbrush her face so I did, she was very shocked by the results to say the least.
Tuesday I worked at FLA TAN and went to one of my classes...oops bad girl...I then called an old friend Zach to see how he was and he asked me if I wanted to eat with him at Tumbleweed so I did it was a good time no drama or arguements just good conversation...I then went back into to the FLA TAN and talked with my girls and helped out as needed. I finally tlaked to Jenni there and she informed of some crazy stuff....then I went with C-dawg to get stuff for his scrapbook then I met Zach again and we just hung out together for a little bit......it was all in all a nice day full of fun and friends.
Today...was weird....and long...but I did get my class schedule done!! That was very very exciting....then I went and checked my schedule to see what I work next week....and got begged into working this evening 8-11pm for ashley....which is all gravy cuz I need the hours but I had to work with CHARITY!!! she made me want to pull my hair out......I just can't seem to get a long with her at all...no matter how hard a try...we just totally clash....before work tho I went and watched Chase and Ian for Cherish so her and Ben could get some yard work done...it was great...Chase is so much fun and so good....I got to work and we were out of towels which that lasted all night and it sucked....it was crazy madness....I finally left at around 12:15 or so after staying and trying to catch the towels up!!.....
Well now you have been caught up on the past few days or so....No new love interest right now and really its been on the low anyways...I don't know what I want in a guy so how can I very well attempt to find one?!?!.....I need some one that is a mix between Zach, J-Bizzle, C-dawg, and Tim Mcgraw..Know anyone???...lol.....Its so hard because guys suck....C-Dawg always makes me happy and we have the best of times together no matter what.....He makes me laugh and I can be me around him....but we are BFF and thats all....but I sure will miss him..my life will be dull and gray w/o him....J-Bizzle always hugs me and keeps me warm and gives me space but always reminds me he is there... we have the same friends which is a plus, we both love to eat..hehe..I would have a lil sis..LOLOLOL.....and for some reason I feel we just have a weird connection and I think if we ever gave it a shot it would work......but sometimes he confuses me and I have no clue what he wants, he also gets weird around the guys but then its perfect just me and him....Zach..well he's the one who has been around for 3 years who knows when I'm lieing and can tell by my voice soemthings wrong, he knows me inside and out...I just feel as though he wants me to be 30 not 21...I want to live life and not rush it....I would love to settle down with him and he would be the perfect one too do that with but he hates my family, my friends, and my occasional immaturity. I feel he doesn't love me, he loves the person he wants me to be and right now I can't be that person....beides I can't get rid of my fam and my friends are important to me too....I just don't think we can get over the past to move on to the future as much as I wish we could....And well Tim McGraw is just damn sexy!!! I mean what else were ya looking for I mean really!!
Well I am done rambling on and on and on....my life sucks as usual and I am sorry for those of you who take the time reading thinking it will build up to something great....but if your patient maybe someday it will!!
Nighty night and sweetdreams!! Love Tiffy J
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