Well we meet again, today was just like anyother......Except I got my eyebrow pierced!!! How exciting...not really I am sure I will take it out soon...I think mom about shit her self and I know damn good and well Zach will hate it!! I get mixed reviews....C-dawg said I look like a dike, Chaddie said she likes it and wants one, Jenn says its cute, Daniel says I am stupid and "that its just not me".....so on and so forth....I jus did it to get it done...I mean u only live once why not.....
Well i found out some interesting stuff today...like how people don't want me to think there is more then what there is...but really what is there??...i am sure u are confused now but....it comes down to leading me on and messin' with my head....I am told we are just friends and I can except that really...but how am I suppose to be just a friend when the relationship I have with this "friend" isn't like the rest. I mean I don't usually share a bed with the rest of my friends, I don't usually get daily hugs from my friends, and I also don't feel the same for my other friends either....This male figure (who shall remain nameless) knows where I stand on the situation, but seems to take advantage of the fact that I like him...or really enjoys making me think he may also feel the same....the funny thing is he has almost all of our friends thinkin the same way I do...so I am not alone..which is nice...I just wish if we are suppose to be friends then we keep it that way....and no leadin' me on!!
O well...life will continue.....I am dreadin' workin at Schnucks all damn weekend...I also hate the fact I asked off for prom and I am not even goin because now I have to awake at 8am Saturday for no reason really...I am impressed tho that she let me off and all....shes not a total bitch...I will sit at home Saturday night w/Jenni and we will drink our selves silly while watchin movies...sounds fun to me!!!....To all of you goin have fun and remember you only have one senior prom make it fun and make sure you have no regrets afterwards....lifes to short to regret!!
TO all the rest of my friends who are graduating this Sunday...Congrats....Especially Zachary...I am very very proud of you...now all you have to do is leave this god forsaken place and start your life...I wish you the best and I am amazed that it is already time...seems like just yesterday I was a senior and you were a freshman in college....my how fast time goes by...
Well kids I just wanted to relieve a little tension I had....other then this life is well....just living one day at a time...what else can ya do?!?...
Night Night---T.J.Hupp
No comments:
Post a Comment