Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Its amazing how people think they can keep secrets in such a small town

Hello again!! Its only tuesday....I wish it was thursday!!

So, I've decided I won't ever be able to live my life as a cold hearted bitch because well that jus not me. I care to much about the people in my life, and think that they always mean me no harm. I have decided however I won't put myself out their anymore and get walked all over, I'm just tired of being too nice and getting taken advantage of. I also admire one certain person who is so very hypocritical and doesn't mind leading people to believe what he wants. I was very impressed that he admitted to me that he told her the reson I called him about the away message was because I want him back in my life and I was trying to make him mad at her. I knew he made things look a little forthcoming on my end and I am glad to know that the reason I looked "psycho" is because he wants her to think I am trying to ruin whatever they may have. I truly wish I was a master of head games and manipulation, I wish I could lead people to believe numerous things that aren't really even close to the truth. Like telling me he doesn't want to take her to this supposed concert but then telling her I did what I did out of spite. It sure is a tangled web you weave and how you manage to not get caught up in it is way beyond me, only if I had your skills my life would be set. Congrats on the success!!

Lets see yesterday I went to class and then had a funtime with some awesome friends. Beth called and wanted me to go with her and Amanda to the mall so of course I was there. Her mom decided she wanted to go so she said she would pick us up, Beth informs us her mom is test driving a 2005 tahoe thats bermuda blue (blue/ green with green diamond dust) in which we will get to ride in, so we are excited to see this $50,000 vehicle in all its glory. I was highly impressed with it to say the least, she was test driving it to see if she liked it but she decided she wanted them to come down on the price some more and they wouldn't so...it was nice while it lasted. Then we went and picked up the grandparents Phyliss and Jerry, and went to the mall. Beth had to get some new scrubs for her new job at Deconess...Congrats Beth, and then we jus shopped around, which by the way our mall is looking pretty pathetique at the moment incase you haven't been in awhile. Then Tammy, Beths mom, treated us to dinner at TGIFridays and that was the end of our wonderful day of shopping. Then me and Beth met up with Sarah P. at the ol' Tumbleweed for $.99 maragritas and of course Jill, Jai, and Audra were already their so it was a fun time had by all. So monday was pretty entertaining and it was nice to hang out with Beth and the fam, its been awhile since we have done that...I love that family!!

So far today has consisted of school and laundry, and I think it will end with writing a paper with Misty and going to watch Jimmy play softball. Slightly more low key then yesterday but still busy as usual. Hope everyone has had a great start to their week and I shall write again soon!! TIFFASPIFFARIFFAHIFF

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