Alive and well....

Just a little jello to tell ya I am alive.....I will update in length here soon, I have plenty to talk about!!
1. I finally saw Kyle Ray!!
2. Duanes Home!!
3. Christmas was awesome
4. Almost 2 ft of snow
5. I saw Meet the Fockers
6. I got my grades back and they were outstanding (at least for me)


A little preview of whats to come........

Just another manic Monday...Ooooo....

Here I find the start of another wonderful week....blah!! My weekend was okay I suppose, I did go see National Treasure and it was rather good. I wasn't to sure about it at first, but its funny and action packed all at the sametime. Other than that, I think all I did was work my ass off, but what can I say the reward will be worth it. Except I dunno if it will be worth the 25 or so corsages I made for turnabout, my hands and fingers really hurt after all that. I did however get to talk to Duane today and confirmed he will be here on the 23rd which makes me way excited. Everybody seems to think I expect us to rekindle our love, but really I just want to see him and talk to him and rekindle the great friendship we had. I haven't seen him in 3 yrs and wasted 4 yrs of "what could have been" because we never talked. It will be nice to be with him again.

Well I feel the need to get this out and I hope no one finds this offensive but its just how I feel and what I see going on around me. I have noticed that the more people I allow in my life the more drama it creates. I try so hard to broaden my friendship "circle" and intermingle my groups as well but in doing that I cause more harm then good I feel. I also feel this strong pull (and no I am not tryin to flatter myself because its not flattering its rather annoying) of certain people trying to take over me and who I am or roles I play in certain friendships. I once was told by someone, 2 yrs or so ago " I would love to be you because you two are so close..." and it was all in fun and games, unfortunately I feel its happening and its really pissing me off. Another thing that really pisses me off is that people love to rub shit in my face, as if only trying to make me mad and jealous and I really can't stand it. I will admit yes, I get jealous at times but I think its, immature, and stupid to try to make people jealous. Just want things to be simple and not so damn dramatic. I don't care who you finally got to hang out with by yourself, I don't care how cute he looked that night, I don't want you to be like me, I don't want you to do the things we use to do, just the two of us, I don't want to see pictures of you guys together, I don't want to her about the couple-ish things you did...because your not you're just friends, etc. I am sorry but I feel that its a constant pushing of my buttons to try to be better or feel superior to me when all I want is a friendship with everyone. These events are not centered towards one specific person they have happened between a few. I have come to see that in these situations its friends who have started to like other friends of mine, as possibly more than friends...maybe I should just keep friends of all one sex maybe than their won't be so much sexual tention.

Well I feel slightly better now, even though I may have pissed some people off, I can't help it, I really, truly, feel this way. Maybe with time it will all pass, but ultimately I may just have to learn to accept it because some people say "friends make the best lovers". Well enough rantin' and ravin' for now....I hope "the one I shall not speak of" is enjoyin' his time away from this hell hole, because I would love to be on vacation right now!! Goodnight kids...Tiffany

One week before finals....

Well, I have exactly one week left before finals week, and even then I only have one final!! This semster went by so fast, but none the less I think this will be my best semester yet.
Other than that not too much else goin' on in my world, I have been workin' like a mad women but I have to say its really nice to have money for a change. The only thing that sucks is I don't really have any freetime to enjoy the extra cash I have. Christmas is coming up though and I will get a chance to spend it then I am sure. I decided I was gonna have a party for Connor and them again this year since we are having a "private" one with me mike andrea jenn and ross. So I thought that we would do like a gift exchange thing, but I am having problems because none of these guys are very creative. They hvae to get a gift for $15 dollars and it can't be gender specific because you don't know who will get it and so everyone wants to get DVD's and I am like no..be more creative we all don't want movies. I swear guys always try to take the easiest route possible....creativity people come on!!!
Anywhoo, thats about all I have to say, C-dawg is home again this weekend to see the play and go to turnabout with Jenni (which is a whole other blog in itself...) so it was cool seein him las night. Two more weeks and him and Jesse will be home for 3 wks.....its gonna be a drunk fest every night I can see it already!! Well I am at work so I need to get off, but I shall blog again soon...peace out girl scout..Tiffaspiff