Expectations---How silly of me to think I could

Well I sit here at work rejoicing because I just remebered I get paid tomorrow!! Thats always a plus in my book!!

The past few days have been enlighting to say the least, more of an awaking to reality opposed to my dream world. Their are so many things I want to know, I want explained, I want the blunt honest truth. I am tired of playing games, I am tired of being choosen last and not only last but when the time is right so to speak. I don't want to be convience, I want to be the reason. I know many would say what I have is better then nothing and if I don't like the "bare minimum" I can always have nothing instead if I want to keep bitching and aren't happy. I suppose I should be happy with what I have but its hard to be when in the past you had so much more and meant so much more then just the "inbetween times".

Its Valentines Day which ultimately means.......one month til my 22nd birthday!!!

So its valentines day which really feels like just any other day. Cupids arrow didn't hit me this year, but I am actually okay with that. I don't think I would have the time to devote myself to a serious full blown relationship unless that person would be willing to understand my crazy ass schedule. I have been however enjoying myself with someone here lately to much of my suprise. It will jus take time I suppose and I don't even know if feelings are mutual between us.

Anywhoo, its one month til my birthday and I am way excited. I will come back from a nice long break in FLA, enjoying time with my Dad, with an extra day to settle in then its back to work on my birthday, how exciting!!

Well speaking of work, its calling my name..must get back!! I shall write again soon!!
Love, Tiffany Jayne

I want to be like mike....

Cocktail

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~*~Beautiful Soul~*~
You're the type of person who is loving, giving,
sweet, generous, genuine, and optimistic. You
see the beauty around you and you admire it for
its faults, as well as perfections. Most likely
a dreamer, you are highly respected and liked.
People like to be around you because you make
them happy. You have a wonderful personality
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Creativity. You are different from any one else,
you find your happiness when your mind works,
you like things that make you wonder, and
because you like to watch how things work some
say you are shy or unsociable, don't listen to
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I'm an Inept Lesbian!

Well I am happy how that came out....lol....I am sure a few of my friends will get a kick out of that!!! Well their are some quizzes to let you know I am still alive...nighty night kids

Lifes good....

my, my, my, how long it has been.... Unfortunately I don't have a whole lot to update ya on really. My life currently consists of working my 40 hrs a week, tutoring Sammie, workin' at the shop when they need me, goin' to school and tryin' to squeeze in time for those who I tend to put last. Gee, are their really enough hours in the day for my hectic schedule?!...I guess so cuz I always pull it off!

Heres a brief update about my world and the things happening in it:
*Going to see my daddy for spring break w/ my fave roomie! Can't wait I miss him a lot!
*I miss Sarah P. dearly, she is home in Indy with her mom and it sucks cuz we had grown so close, but I totally understand family comes first, I jus miss our crazy drunken nights together and spendin' time hangin out!! Love ya and miss ya lots!!
*I have made great new friends with peeps at my job, its really a fun time and even though I work 40 hrs I actually enjoy myself and it doesn't feel like hell, like it did everytime I went in to schnucks.
*Schools goin good so far, Biology is kickin' my ass but I am doin okay. I like all my professors except Humanities but you'll have that. I love my Mass Comm teacher, he is awesome, he makes class fun and entertaining!!
*No new love intrests at the moment (suprised?...didn't think ya would be) Just some blasts from the past, mainly jus friends. Matt Johnson who I went to HS with is coming home soon from Iraq which is awesome because I worried about him a lot while he was there, we were rather good friends and I jus hated wondering all the time, but he will be back in the good ol' E'ville soon!!
* I think Melinda may come visit for 3 days or so which is awesome because I haven't seen her in awhile and it will be nice to catch up even if its brief. Between her workin and me workin and one of us in Indiana and the other in Florida its hard to keep up to date all the time.

Well I am sure theirs more I could ramble on about but I am gonna go to bed I am really tired.....so nighty night and sweetdreams....and I am really gonna try and upsate more often because I really hate reading mikes nasty comments when I don't ;) Tiffany Jayne

Lifes good....

my, my, my, how long it has been.... Unfortunately I don't have a whole lot to update ya on really. My life currently consists of working my 40 hrs a week, tutoring Sammie, workin' at the shop when they need me, goin' to school and tryin' to squeeze in time for those who I tend to put last. Gee, are their really enough hours in the day for my hectic schedule?!...I guess so cuz I always pull it off!

Heres a brief update about my world and the things happening in it:
*Going to see my daddy for spring break w/ my fave roomie! Can't wait I miss him a lot!
*I miss Sarah P. dearly, she is home in Indy with her mom and it sucks cuz we had grown so close, but I totally understand family comes first, I jus miss our crazy drunken nights together and spendin' time hangin out!! Love ya and miss ya lots!!
*I have made great new friends with peeps at my job, its really a fun time and even though I work 40 hrs I actually enjoy myself and it doesn't feel like hell, like it did everytime I went in to schnucks.
*Schools goin good so far, Biology is kickin' my ass but I am doin okay. I like all my professors except Humanities but you'll have that. I love my Mass Comm teacher, he is awesome, he makes class fun and entertaining!!
*No new love intrests at the moment (suprised?...didn't think ya would be) Just some blasts from the past, not really in a love way tho. Matt