Here I go again on my own....

Wow, how long has it been....I don't even know where to start. I decided to find my blog again because I needed a place to vent and I figure no better place then here. Heck, I bet nobody even reads this old dusty thing anymore, except maybe Mike to check and see if I have written....he'll certainly be surprised. My blog came in with the fad and left with Myspace....but everybody and their brother is on there so I don't really feel all that comfortable airing my dirty laundry to the whole town. I have a feeling I will be coming back to this place a lot 'cause at this point in time I feel no one understands my happenings nor can they relate. Jenn has been my go to but its pretty hard since she's so far away right now. I can escape to her on the phone but I wish she was here for me to really escape, to have fun nights out driving around, stuffing our faces at charlies for 2 hours, and sitting around talking till we fall asleep...aahhh the good ol' days! Well for now I must get back to work but I promise to tend to you later and report all my weaknesses, bad habits, and emotionally draining situations....bet ya can't wait!